Special treatment
I have noticed that I get unusual feeling sometimes while meeting a person or visiting a place. It doesn’t really have to do with the person or the place, but with my comprehension of it.
On one occasion it can feel official or even hostile, while other times it is chill or friendly–with the same person or the same place. Maybe even things.
I can’t put my finger on exactly why this happens, maybe it is my inner feeling. But I suspect it is something else, something that I carried through all my life.
Where it came from – I don’t know, and I am not even sure whether I should get rid of this. It does bother me somewhat and started to increasingly more so after I started to notice these moments.
Maybe there is a name for this phenomenon. Or maybe I’m just tired. But I really wonder where does this come from.